I lied.

That DOES bother me. I am a jealous person. I’ve always swayed back and forth between saying I’m jealous about this, but not really jealous about that. But the fact is, I get jealous way too often. I rarely admit it. Which is why it seems people can always joke about stuff like that with me. Trying to make me jealous, but just joking about it. I’ll laugh it off and say it doesn’t bother me. But it actually does. Whatever. Like always, I’ll just forget about it and hope it doesn’t happen again. But who am I kidding? It will.